Always (A Poem I imagined Kat would write to me)

Look at my pictures And talk to me I will talk to your heart As I have always done   When you need to laugh Smile at my picture I will return the smile As I have always done   Let me hear you laugh Because it fills my heart with joy Tease me as you used to and I …

I Know I’m Alive

When I am crying I know I’m alive I am feeling I am remembering I am contemplating what was. At the beginning the tears lasted a long time It brought me to sadness to deep melancholy to that horrible feeling of loss without hope. What has changed? The contemplation has lead to better understanding The remembering has lead to better …