Annette says:

It’s a little early and I’ve only read this through once, but, I find this one a little too mysterious. There is no true resolution especially for someone who does not know you.
The first is probably your mother. Are all the others Kat? I believe that the 8th is her ill and the 9th after she died, and, obviously, the 10th someone you hope to meet.
Only found one minor spelling error, in 2nd paragraph choose for chose.